I know not everyone reading this is a born-again Christian. I thank those of you for still reading along. I don’t want to shove my beliefs and faith in your face, and I pray that I have not done that. This is who I am and my beliefs naturally come out. I won’t apologize, though, because you all need to hear what I know to be true.
I feel like there has been such a change in perspective today. Before today, I spent my moments just thinking about how Stephanie’s body has betrayed her and how her physical nature has really affected her. She has never had a strong body, from raging allergies to sickness that would last weeks (vs. days for most people). I’ve been terrified for her since the seizures started.
But after talking with friends and family, speaking with people so much more in tune with the spiritual world than I am, I am hearing constantly about the angels in the room with Stephanie and the presence of God. I remember talking to Stephanie about her seizures over the months, too, and she always told me how she felt a strong spiritual battle over her. And I know she emailed a friend a few weeks back asking for prayer over this spiritual battle. I don’t believe her seizures were caused by things of this world, but by the spiritual realm. I don’t know why the attack is on her, except to say that she’s been doing more for God loving people than Satan can handle, and Satan wants to take her out.
I’m reminding God that He doesn’t have to let Satan win this one. But if He has more of His good planned to come out of some bad for me, then so be it. Our battle is not one of flesh and blood.